i am on my way home..

Dear my beloved friends, wherever you are.

how do you do ?
I remember when i sat on a big rock at the seashore. Behind the lights of my beloved city, Manado. Behind the crowd and behind peoples. This is the place i've ever told to you.

I enjoy the sunset here. I love the fresh air. I love the blue sky beyond a silky cloud. i love the way people talk here, i love the way people act here. I love my way of killing time.
I remember when i sat on a big rock at the seashore. I laughed with my friends. I sang with them. I let the time run out, with every single precious moments. I hugged and kissed the people i love. My family, my friends. I thank God, i've ever been here yesterday,now ,and tomorrow. Even not forever. I still love Manado and every little sweet things inside.

Yesterday, I took a walk in a way surrounded by a huge building. I smell the different atmosphere here, i knew i just much faraway from home. I sat under a palmtree in my college's yard. I drunk iced tea. I laughed with my friends here. I did and discovered many things i've never knew before. I learned how to be tough. I learned how to be strong. I learned to understand new people. I learned to love my new city, Jakarta. I learned how to miss my hometown without any single tears. And thanks God, i did it !

Yesterday, I took a walk in a way surrounded by a huge building. I knew i just much faraway from home. But i still felt and will always feel love here. I have new friends here, not to replace my sweet old friends. i have them as my present and forever friends. I hugged them, i let them told me everything they want to share. I love being someone to share with. Fortunately, i love my new life just as i love my life in my hometown.

I am in my own mind now. I am in the middle of nowhere.
But i just realize, i love those both places. I love all little sweet things inside both of them. I love the feeling of being home and i love the feeling of being in the new place. I love the way people love me in both places. And i love the way i love them, too.
Then why i must be afraid of going back home or even faraway from home ?
If i still have my homesweethome wherever i am, with all the little sweet things in my heart.
And then i will always feel like i'm on my way home.


I will always miss the land of smiling people, Manado. And will always looking forward to see Jakarta again !

AND I BELIEVE YOU DO THE SAME. i believe you all felt it too.
be who you are, wherever you are.
YOU JUST HAVE TO KNOW, I LOVE YOU ALL.
friendship, love, and faith is all that we need to pass through.

I am Pradipta Paramita Dewi, 17yrs.
I will finally let the life flow as the wind blows.
hope you did so :)

- sincerely yours, and always yours. DIPTA-