Dream

People said that everyone that show up in our dream as a main role is the one that missing us so bad.
Maybe it's God's way to tell you that someone's missing you and it's not the time yet to forget about that person. Maybe it's the way of God communicating two people that used to talk to each other directly everyday in the past.

Somehow, I hope that is true.

That Catching Fire

I loove The Hunger Game series. I've read the novel. The Hunger Games, Catching Fire, and Mockingjay.
I love the main character of the story, Katniss Everdeen since the first film hasn't released yet. I remember her in the novel, and exactly find that my imagination of Katniss, her hair, her style, her expression, her gesture, or even her body and face shape is the same with her image in the film. I am pretty amazed, I can never guess someone's inage better than this. I find that I am deeply in love with her personality, but I confess, I really don't know why and what.
Yesterday I watched the second film at a cineplex near house by myself and I realized something.
Why I am so in live with Katniss even I don't know why.
Now I know the reason.
By watching this second film I realized and remembered that since I was in preschool I really want to be someone that want to make everyone I love happy and save, eventhough they hate me sometimes when I am trying to save them. I want to be fearless and skilled, I hope I could choose who I have to trust and who I have to fooled. And after all, I want to be fighter who can never give up. not never want to give up. CAN NEVER give up. I want to be a warrior, for myself and for my loved people.
Then, now I am so pathetically envied Katniss to have all of that things that I only can dreaming of.
So I decided, I have to move and get up before someone stealing my dreams. Katniss is enough, she's just someone in a story. I want to be that person that I used to dreaming of since I was a toddler.


I want to be that living Katniss Everdeen.

Don't Wait

To do something important,
Sign up for a work
Doing assignments
Help someone in need
Say love to someone
And show that you care about some issue

....
You do never need to get any companion. Belief is the greatest company you could ever ask for.

The Truth of a Triangle Love

1st Point of view
Bluebird - Sara Bareilles

Word came through in a letter
One of us changing our minds
You won't need to guess who since I usually do
Not send letters to me that are mine
I told him I saw this coming
That I'd practically packed up my things
I was glad at the time that I said I was fine
But all honesty knows I wasn't ready, no
And so here we go, bluebird
Back to the sky on your own
Oh, let him go, bluebird
Ready to fly, you and I
Here we go
Here we go
This pair of wing's worn and rusted
From too many years by my side
They can carry me, swear to be sturdy and strong
But see, turning them on still means goodbye
And so here we go, bluebird
Gather your strength and rise up
Oh, let him go, bluebird
Oh, let him go, bluebird
Oh, let him go, bluebird
Ready to fly, you and I
Here we go
Here we go
Here we go

Writer(s): SaraBareilles


2nd Point of view
Bluebird - Christina Perri

How the hell does a broken heart
get back together when it’s torn apart?
Teach itself to start
beating again?
This little bluebird
came looking for you
I said that I hadn’t seen you
in quite some time
And this little bluebird
she came looking again
I said we weren’t even friends
she could have you
Don’t you think it was hard?
I didn’t even say that you died
But it wouldn’t have been such a lie
‘cause then I started to cry
This little bluebird
sure won't give it a rest
She swears that you may be
better than all the rest
I said, “No, oooooooo
you’ve got it all wrong.
If he was something special
I wouldn’t have this song.”
And don’t you think it was hard?
I didn’t even say that you died
But it wouldn’t have been such a lie
‘cause then I started to cry
How the hell does a broken heart
get back together when it’s torn apart?
And teach itself to start beating again?
What if when she comes over,
I am in your arms
taking all I want from you again?
How the hell does a broken heart
get back together when it’s torn apart?
Teach itself to start beating again?
How the hell does a broken heart
get back together when it’s torn apart?
Teach itself to start beating again?
Beating again
This little blue bird
wont come right here anymore
so i went lookin for her
and i found
... you

3rd Point of view
Me and Mrs. Jones - Michael Buble

Me and Mrs. Jones
We got a thing going on
We both know that it's wrong
But it's much too strong
To let it go now
We meet every day at the same cafe
Six-thirty and no one knows she'll be there
Holding hands, making all kinds of plans
While the juke box plays our favorite songs
Me and Mrs. Jones
Mrs. Jones, Mrs. Jones
We got a thing going on
We both know that it's wrong
But it's much too strong
To let it go now
We gotta be extra careful
That we don't build our hopes up too high
'Cause she's got her own obligations
And so do I
Me and Mrs. Jones
Mrs. Jones, Mrs. Jones, Mrs. Jones
...
Well, it's time for us to be leaving
And it hurts so much, it hurts so much inside
And now she'll go her way and I'll go mine
But tomorrow we'll meet
At the same place, the same time
Me and Mrs., Mrs., Mrs., Mrs. Jones
Same place
We both know that it's wrong
Same time
Every day at the same cafe
Same place
We got a thing going on
We know it's wrong
Same time
But it's much too strong




P.S :
It's over when it's over. And nothing should take something's place before that 'something' is over, right?
Live wisely. And be lovely :)

Kisah Tanpa Cerita

Sebuah lagu karya Banda Neira

Fajar menyingsing
Kali ini dari utara
Salju turun percaya saja
Meski belum waktunya

Perempuan di paruh waktu
Hatinya teguh di tempat kalut
Lelaki di ujung tanduk
Harapannya sederhana
Sekisah, tanpa cerita
Sekisah, tanpa cerita

Angin menanti dengar
Suara burung berpulang
Sore itu tak biasanya
Tak ada cahaya di jendela

Perempuan di paruh waktu
Hatinya teguh di tempat kalut
Lelaki di ujung tanduk
Harapannya sederhana
Sekisah, tanpa cerita
Sekisah, tanpa cerita.

Jika yang tersisa hanya kita berdua
Jika yang menggila hanya ada kita berdua
Lekas! Jauh..Jauh pergi
Lekas! Jauh..Jauh pergi..

Just the way it supposed to be.

Not to claim that I have everything under my control,
Nor claiming that I'm the one that need attention.
Sometimes a man have to take a lead
Grab your hand and bring you to the middle of nowhere
Take you into risky decisions instead keeping you warm in a safer place.
And sometimes you have to be just like his mom
Caring, showering love, but letting him make mistakes
To let them learn what's right and what's wrong
To love is to place yourself just the way you supposed to be.
To love, not expecting to be loved.
Ego are not accepted here :)

Words.

I look up the sky
Planets are moving at the speed of light
Our hopes and expectations
black hole and revelations
But I can't make you love me if you don't

Simple thing, where have you gone?
Somewhere only we know
I've been waiting for you for so long
Knowing that love is to share
Yours are the sweetest eyes I've ever seen.
I'll walk this seven seas when there's a reason to write you a love song today

Right now there's a world between the vanities
All I see is you and me
A fight for you is all i've ever known
So come home.

(Coldplay - Speed of Sound | Muse - Starlight | Bon Iver - I Can't Make You Love Me | Keane - Somewhere Only We Know | The Beatles - Here, There, Everywhere | Elton John - Your Song | Sara Bareilles - Love Song | One Republic - Come Home), thanks for those awesome songs! :D

Sometimes words fail, but music don't. So I swim deep into several songs to keep me remember who I exactly am.