That Catching Fire

I loove The Hunger Game series. I've read the novel. The Hunger Games, Catching Fire, and Mockingjay.
I love the main character of the story, Katniss Everdeen since the first film hasn't released yet. I remember her in the novel, and exactly find that my imagination of Katniss, her hair, her style, her expression, her gesture, or even her body and face shape is the same with her image in the film. I am pretty amazed, I can never guess someone's inage better than this. I find that I am deeply in love with her personality, but I confess, I really don't know why and what.
Yesterday I watched the second film at a cineplex near house by myself and I realized something.
Why I am so in live with Katniss even I don't know why.
Now I know the reason.
By watching this second film I realized and remembered that since I was in preschool I really want to be someone that want to make everyone I love happy and save, eventhough they hate me sometimes when I am trying to save them. I want to be fearless and skilled, I hope I could choose who I have to trust and who I have to fooled. And after all, I want to be fighter who can never give up. not never want to give up. CAN NEVER give up. I want to be a warrior, for myself and for my loved people.
Then, now I am so pathetically envied Katniss to have all of that things that I only can dreaming of.
So I decided, I have to move and get up before someone stealing my dreams. Katniss is enough, she's just someone in a story. I want to be that person that I used to dreaming of since I was a toddler.


I want to be that living Katniss Everdeen.