things about you. (i just write this..with random feelings)

I wish i am a free bird.
But i never were. And i will never be.
Everything that i need to lift me to the sky
Reminds me of something i cannot leave.
When every leaves fall and touch my hair
When every wind blows whispering your name.
Why do i have to fall when there's no way up?
Why do i have to love when there's no way to get me to you?
I have been walking on my feet since the dawn breaks.
Then why bother looking for someone to get myself run?
I have to get up, i have to escape the maze.
Either to get to you
or get lost into neverwhere
I wish i am a free bird.
But i never were. And i will never be.
Anything that flows with the river stream
Brings back things about you
When nothing can wait forever
Will you unlock the only door to escape?
Tell me when your evening will come
Then i'll be no longer the silhouette of yours.

Thanks :') for every happiness and tears that maybe never be mine. Take care of yourself and make a decision :)